Closure

Theme taken from blog entry "Closure"
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What's life without irony, eh?

The fact is life's full of it. (At least my life is.)
Or am i just "full of it" or fooled by it in some circumstances?

Revelations are good in writing or at play.
But only for the good observer.
Narrowness can only blur up its delivery, mixing it with false hope.

The paranoia did not help either.
At some point I was pleased while at the same time disappointed
with what I have heard/discovered.

Pleased of the accuracy.
Disappointment due to its inadequacy to become satisfactory indulging.

Ended up telling them what they wanted to hear instead of what I truly want them to absorb.
At least I'm mature enough to concede. You just cant please everybody most of the time.

Giving way is essential in love and in life, so are in all kinds of relationships.
Friendships are not excluded either.

Where do I stand now? So i have asked myself repeatedly.
Answers will only lead me to question what to do or when to do it.

The 'Do I have to?' or 'do I want to?'
Then I go back to thinking about Life's irony.

I must be the IRONY MAN.
That's really corny, in fact its so cheap I might as well just laugh it off till I get over it.
But I know I wont.

Maybe becoming one is an option,
but not the only option.

I can be an IRON MAN without the "Y".
And since a movie of the same title will be released on my birthday,
I think I deserve to be such a character even for a day.

Conclusion:

My Prayers are heard
So are the revelations that I have seen
My birthday is coming, and I wonder..

Where have I been?

Life's irony it mocks me
Even this poem alone
Reminds me of my childhood
And the wonder I am known.

Where have I been?

The question distills the impurity in thoughts
While the same reveals more causes of faults
Where I will be
Is what I shall look forward to
What I will see
Must it be the same old me?

The time to grow up has finally caught up
Embrace the good things I easily gave up
Life will not change but I have to wake up
Must now shed these tears of youth that easily corrupts.
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Such a wonderful life awaits, cant wait to turn a year older.